With Him Is My Testimony

Kashawn Watson
Oct 19, 2025
3 min read

Updated: Jan 10

A few years ago, someone asked me a question that stopped me in my tracks:

“If you wrote a book about your life, would it be about the pain of rejection or the power of God’s restoration?”

That one question changed everything. It reminded me that my life was never meant to be reduced to a collection of heartbreaks, disappointments, or unfulfilled ambitions. There had to be more. A deeper meaning. A greater mission.

From that moment on, I made a decision:

My life will be lived for the glory of God and the good of others. My story will reflect the goodness of the One who saved me.

And that’s why I’m here—why this blog exists.

Introducing The Whole Loaf

A collection of heartfelt testimonies for women who love God—or want encouragement how to live how God intended and love how He instructed.

This is not just a blog. It’s the whole loaf.

It’s a sacred space where I share personal stories of forgiveness, repentance, and transformation— It’s for the woman who’s ever asked:

How do I trust God in this?
How do I forgive them for that?
How could He still love me through all of this?

I’ve asked every single one of those questions. And when the answers didn’t come quickly, I sat still, prayed harder, and brought my heart honestly before the Lord. The essays you’ll find here are the result of that posture—of staying low before God and allowing His grace to lift me up.

This Is Grace, Lived

Grace isn’t just something we say before meals.

Grace is the room someone gave me when I had nowhere else to go.

Grace is the friend who smiled at my effort, even when it fell short.

Grace is the invitation when I felt forgotten.

Grace is the reminder of God’s goodness when I felt unseen.

Grace is God showing up—again and again—in ways big and small. And now, I want to show you what I’ve seen.

Through raw confessions, honest prayers, and holy revelations, I invite you into my personal journey to love and live like Jesus. This blog is a long journal entry to my sisters in Christ, written from one witness to another. It’s a call to:

Live with intention
Love without condition
Grow deeper in the beauty of God’s forgiveness

Every post will begin with a confession and unfold into a testimony—designed to strengthen your faith, encourage your heart, and remind you that God meets you exactly where you are.

Jesus didn’t die just for my wrongs. He died for yours, too. For ours.

He died to make us right—with God, and with each other.

And that? That is the good news.

So, this is my story, and this is the start.

I’m writing to you as a daughter, a disciple, a sister, and a friend.

And whether you’re in a season of waiting, healing, or rediscovery, know this:

You are seen. You are known. You are still deeply loved.

From One Witness to the Next…

I pray that as you read, you will: